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Today I is feel depressed, I also awakened that I'm very very stupid, foolish and silly... HAHA... Why I want today just awareness,WHY ? maybe you all will say don't how to repentance... but I can say I was very regretful ... Why I want to cognition you? Why I was so stupid ? Why I want so soft-hearted? WHY? WHY? WHY? Why I'm so easy to believe you... maybe you think that I am a person that give you to utilize... but I was people...you have feelings...I also have feelings, OK? you can say people no take care your feelings.. But you also no take care my feelings... today got one person scold me, no one time, but is two time... last time she also take me to vent one's anger on... Is that I was good temper or stupid ... I did not know... WHY? HAHA...